I guess I'm just kind of in a mood because I have a research paper due after thanksgiving (and a stat test, the last one before the final so I have to do well) which means I won't be doing that much relaxing over break because it's not something I can procrastinate on. Also I think mom expects me to figure out all the financial business for my study abroad trip before the end of the semester and just thinking about it with all the stuff I have to do with finals, ahhh!. I know the trip is incredibly expensive for just 5 weeks but it would be so perfect and I would be done with my minor, which actually makes me a little nervous because I really don't want to loose spanish but I can't say I'm that active in trying to retain it.
I just feel a little in a funk like there is something wrong that I'm not recognizing. Something that is just below the surface and it's like I'm almost afraid to know what it is but it seems that way quite often. I haven't been able to find the right words lately. I can't articulate anything the way I want to and it's driving me crazy. I feel off and I'm not quite sure what to do to fix it. *sigh*.