Kitty (sea_of_roses) wrote,

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we're just ordinary people, we don't know which way to go, cause we're ordinary people

I had breakfast this morning, I have gotten how greatly that can improve life. I have come to the conclusion that not only have I been talking too much but talking too much about myself lately. It's like half the time I know I'm being inappropriate and selfish but I can't stop myself. Like somehow my willpower and sense leaves me and someone else is talking and going through my life. I don't really like this feeling at all. So instead of complaining and watching myself, I'm going to try this whole actively doing things, we'll see if it works.

So I noticed something else as well. So many people say one day at a time, like that's how you get through something and I've been thinking too many times I go to sleep saying I'll do something tomorrow. Tomorrow I'll say what I actually feel, starting tomorrow I'll have a diet plan that works, Tomorrow I'll start walking to class, Tomorrow I will address all these issues that eat me up inside instead of waking up in the morning and saying I'll try it today. I'll do this today. So once again something I'm working on.

In other news, life is as it usually is. My grandmother sent me some money which is greatly needed because somehow my ability to live on a budget has left me. So hopefully I can stretch things out till the end of october. School is ok, I have a few tests in the next couple weeks that I'm a little worried about but other than that, not much. I still have some of the most amazing people in my life and such which is good. I guess that's all for now.
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